wat'Z up dude? =D

2009-10-23T00:58:00.002+08:00

WOW! today. after a log time... we jogged!! like 500 miles down the road.. cehhh wat an exaggeration.. saaaaappp!

yeah we went jogging. started off under her block. i didnt know actually how to warm up.. so i just hentam bocai think the ways to warm up. hahaha actually. the steps were taken from my karate.. although i didnt go for a very long time, 7 years of karate not thrown away okiiieee!!!.. yeah it helps. i used some of the karate warm ups. then we head off to the stadium.

upon reaching at the stadium, with much enthusiasm, hahaha i went off for a faster pace while ferra following her own.. she jogged for two rounds and i jogged for 3 rounds.. thats bad for me.. i used to run faster and further than that!! hahaha hmm yeah thats not just it..

to be continued

2009-09-02T02:46:00.000+08:00

5 cukup la for tmr. hahaha by thurs dpt one more bju. hehehe hmm and urmm oh man. cant suprise her though.. hmm maybe someother time..? haha

22nd !

2009-05-28T11:07:00.001+08:00

man im tired lately.

coz im having lots of fun with love and i forgt to rest.

"HAPPY 22nd MONTHSARY LOVE! "
ferra, ferra..! hehehe

eh no... efa efa! hehehe

2009-05-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

hey peeps. i know that i dun use to blog much.

i think that since i already start my new TUMBLR yes. tumblr. i can start on something new. hmm.

anyways who would read my blog. its just the place where i write shits and stuff. so if ur interested here's my new url for writing shits.

www.anappledropkindofgenius.blogspot.com.

yes. i thought of issac newton when i was making the account. wanna know why? dun ask. coz, i also dunno why. yeah =).

ive been busy with stuff lately.. yeah. "stuff".. which is allocated in the dictionary as, "i-am-busy" too.. yeap haha.

last sat. i went to sentosa with by beloved. it was great.

ok about today. now i was suppose to go out with my love and it turned out the other way. and... i know its my fault.. haiz.. i wish i could turn back time.

i wish i had the power to turn back. so i would go out to meet her today. =(..

and now just because that her ppd is low. i cant msg her. and i need to know her whereabouts. i dun want her to be in situation that could put her in danger.

man now, i nd to pray that god will protect her. hmm hahaha. lols. u ppl might think that its sum kind of an exaggeration. hahah it sonds like it too! haha XD can't deny that. but i really preventing from something that could have happen.

hmm its okie. im trying my best to keep the doubts with me. i trust her. alot! (trust me =)) so yeah. id be waiting for her to return.. or best, she is at home doing something reasoning for her not to be online.

well i guess i just msg her..

maybe shes jus waiting...

i dun know...

- dF

2009-05-11T00:34:00.002+08:00

oh dear god, allah subahanu wata'ala.

iv'e been bad. to many people. family's and foe's.
i dun see why i need to be here when these people don't need me.
and i can see that these people are sacrificing alot just for the sake of me.
and i'm really not a good person.
u know me.

god, pls take me home.
i don't want to be a burden for anyone.
not for mom, not for dad, not for sis, not for my aunts and uncles, cousins and relatives, friends and foes..
god, ur the only one that knows me very well and i love you very much.
but im sorry that i skipped pray at times and do bad stuff when you thaught me the right ones..
you create lightning and thunder.. but i know u also create love and care..
but u know.. im not a saint.. but also im not a devil..
god take me away.. i know.. some people would be sad.. but it will go in time...
god.. i need to talk to you.. but i tink it will take me a while to have to talk with you.. and you know what im thinking right now.
god dun make my eyes feel sore.. i want to post..
oh man u always do this to me.

from just now ive been thinking of her.
god i did wrong.. please forgive me..
god, please take care of her when im not with her..

yeahness!!

2009-04-20T23:24:00.006+08:00

aint me cute? =)))

ayg sempat posing kat lift.. mwaahhzz!!!

wow! today i had a blast.. BLAZSTTT! hahah it was fun and eye-opening for me.

as in the morn, it was and.. it wasn't really and eye-opening session for me but it was somewhat making my eyes bigger to be exact. hahahah XD
wah. thanks Ms Choong and my beloved for believing in me all this while. i love u darlyn a-ling-a-ling. hehehe

ok. no more comments for the thing that happened in the morning.

moving on... i had some quality time with mom's lappy in the lib in the afternoon. yeah.. gt to know her more. hahaha! my mom's lappy is so freking small uh. not suitable for my hands. but oh wells. nd to use it for sch purpose. all for the sake of school hehehe. (actually i wud do anything for that =D) hmm..

thn aftr sch.. met her thn were off.

and i want to say something about KNOWING.

wahhh.. was very excited when the show starts. and it was interesting that the girl has somewhat an ability to predict the future by just using numerals. NUMBERS! how cool is that. (due to the fact that i love numbers =)..) so yeah.. i was in to it. haha and the actor was nicholas cage. it was nt that bad actually... the best part to me was the aeroplane crash where john?? (nicholas cage) went to the ambulance, then turned around and experience an aeroplane crash just in fornt of his eyes. that part! yes that part! the effects was cool and i liked it. hahaha. the train crash incident/scene was okok for me. but the lame part was that.. aliens??angels?? took johns son, caleb and abby(someone's daughter..i forgt whose)..and they went to another planet or world im not sure...for me overall, the show was awesomely realistic that went to fantasy just by the snap of my fingers... the thing about the sun flicks a ray of light/heat across, it is believable and a possibility.. but abt the aliens.. its abit crap for me.. haha yeahh.. credits for the starting of the storyline.. bummer for the last part.

hahah ok. enuf of KNOWING. i know oweady.. ok lame.. hahaha

cannot wait for tmr's class. and im having new lappy insyaallah.

haha k la. chaioz! and i miss my darlyn oweady =((.. i wanna hug her tnite.. when i go sleep.. can?? heee gd nyte ppl! rpians, c u in sch.. other ppl.. see you in the next life hahaha XD

chaioz!

i just had to post this cute pic of my darling-a-ling-a-ling..
heeee mwaahhhzzz!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-11T02:23:00.002+08:00

this is the front view of the bouquet.

nice?

order it now.

sis engagement cum small business

2009-04-11T00:46:00.004+08:00

sis engaged??! damn thats fast haha.

holy shit.

i didnt blog abt my sis engagement on the 4 of april haha. hmm anyways. i just put up tis pic aites. i love my sis. happy engagement.

=D

btw i tot of planning to make a small fererro bouquet business. is it worth the time? hmm i tink so. cehh hahah coz its for all functions and i can make a lil money. but i nd to make time for it. yeah. good idea. i hope to start real soon.

i will put up in my gf's blog and here. so anyone who would like to order. pls place your order in this form.

Name :
Type of Function:
Adress:

.. to djasztag_ext6@hotmail.com

Orders are to be made 10 days before function date.
delivery charges, we can consolidate. haha it can be free to u knw ;).
so yeah.

In the mean time i don't have lots of pictures to show you. But i have made around 7 pieces of fererro bouquet and it all turned out well. One of them was my sisters engagement giveaway to the guys side. I don't know what is it called in english but it is "dulang" in malay. means "tray". So i thought. if any one would dare to ask from me one bouquet, it will be posted up as one of my model designs for the future orders.

one of the model design is at the top of this page. beside my sister. there is a ferrero bouquet that we(me and darl ferra) made for her. but i got more that i've made before. so yeap. FYI, IT CAN BE ORDERED BY BOTH MALES AND FEMALES. like duh. haha

u wanna try u can ask from me. do leave me a msg at my tagboard.

k chaioz!

2009-03-20T00:02:00.004+08:00

i want to dedicate this to her. i can't sleep. but i think she's sound asleep. i love you. gd nyte.

big fight?

2009-03-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

honestly, i hate my mom when it comes to having my own freedom. im 20 tis yr. i knw what is bad and what is good.

and honestly, fuck this shit. id better write about my love more then wasting my time writing about this.

haiz. today, due to unforeseen circumstances, i didnt gt to meet her. haizzz..

really man.. without her. i dun tink i can find any other happiness in this world. i mean. hey you guys/gals out there pls do treasure ur bf/gf. dun just say, "yay! were together!" the next thing, not happy with small stupid thing, break off. really man.. dun pick that kind of life. dun ever think about breaking. u see. every problem has a solution to it. and i mean the solution EXISTS.. whether u like it or not, believe it or not,.. there will be a solution to any problems.

back to the main topic.
these people are the ones that will go through with you all the way. (and i mean the serious with relationships kinda person.)
they will understand you like no other.( and i mean couples who spent time almost everyday)
they would know whether ur in a right mood or bad mood or even in the condition whether ur in the right or the wrong side.

come to think of it, sometimes they are like ur twin but with different parents.

have you ever happened to hold ur handphone thinking about msging him/her, and by the time u know it, up comes "1 msg received". (no one can see how excited i am) have you ever thought that while you were on your way to school and hoped to meet her on your way and suddenly he/she pops up in front of you. ( i kept smiling on my way to sch walking beside her) have you ever wished that the sun didnt rise just so that you could see him/her sleep peacefully and comfyly knowing that youre near them... and have you feel that everything is inconsequential just becoz you have found everything(him/her)...

but good things doesnt come in one. a glass needs the base to carry the water inside. a candle needs its light. a bullet is nothing without its gun. thats why god makes everything so imperfect. because when 2 things comes together, something special will spark. and that makes the world perfect for them.

this ia a video i found that i like. blink 182 - i miss you. enjoy.

past life? what about now..?

2009-03-19T10:52:00.005+08:00

hey hey. ytd went out with darl.
she came all the way here sehhh.
from woodlands to pasir ris.
hmm thats far.
hahaha.

it went out well. we went to pasir ris park. and had our picnic there.
we had a few uninvited guests coming. gagaks especially.
irritating gagak. gakkk! gaakkk!
but nvrmd. the newspaper was in my hand. ;)
were safe. haha

then went home arnd 8 plus.
and there's thing thing called MOM.

why do moms don't understand.
i didnt do any wrong.
hmm. it jus makes me pissed off jus thinking abt it.
its just unfair u know.
y do i need to live the life of the past when im living in the present and the future.
yes they do have the experience and all. they eat more salt bla bla bla.
hmm. i just hate it when parents don't support their child and thinking only for themselves.
i mean, pampering and supporting is two different things.
i don't need pamper. i just need the support. and the thing is, you support me, yes, only to the things that you like. what about the things that im interested in? throw it in the rubbish bin?..

u see. pamper, u can have all the things in this world. with support, u gain confidence, more focused. sometimes you don't even need money to support. like moral support.

im sorry. i do appreciate the life im in now. but everything i do, i need to think whether does my parents like it or not. i dun want to feel that way. i want to think that my parents is okie with it and doesnt need to think whether they like it or not. i mean i don't like to go to clubs or asking to 'thon' outside with friends or smoke or drink or go to gigs or anything of those stuff.

i mean. im bad last time. i was caught stealing.. bla bla bla. but yes, i was caught stealing. but what they didnt know is that i didnt know who it was and i want to put it back coz i knew whose it it right after i put it in my pocket. i was around 7 and of cause i was scared to just take it out of my pocket. and i really want to put it back. but i was caught short after. so yeah. i tink ive been labeled for my whole life. but do i have another chance? i hope so everyday.

parents who does not give their child a chance is such a waste. i mean to child who does not take things for granted. for me, i do sometimes. but i do use my brain too. like duh. but to those who are like minah reps and mat reps, kirim salam suda la nk privilege.

but they do have a chance too. the ones that are undergoing rehabilitation process (taubat), i forgot the eng translation for taubat haha, yeah they do deserve a chance to change too.

hmm so yeah.. parents support is really important to build up a childs confidence and upbringing. the way i see it, it is not that hard to give moral support. sometimes i tink its just ego.

as for now, only her that can bring me the smile out of my face.
i just wan to collect money and get married. and lead a happy life. i hope.

ok thats all for now.
chaioz!

danceworks!

2009-03-08T18:38:00.005+08:00

dope coup's to be ;)

7 of them. where's toby, amirah and seri?

isn't she lovely? =)

eh abg oso have? cehhhh hehe

olryte. danceworks has passed! hahaha they did their best. i believe in that and i do believe in them.
yeaps. but through thick and thin, they went to stage together and dance as one. they didn't make it to the finals but im sure they gained alot of experiences from there. they had made it to go upstage together and make us proud nonetheless. well at least for me. =)

they had done it in the tshirt design category. they're in the top eight. their tshirt design was simple but yet nicely done. it was showing a puzzle of where you people would want to go in life. whether to live it by dancing or by taking drugs. its a cool design made by our very own zhiwen.

yeah. and through it all, the KEEGEE grp (im not sure what the team name is.. love something2 yeah) which got first place, followed by the fantastix (benjy's grp) 2nd, and flair nation(lukman's grp) came in 3rd place. overall only four teams made it to the finals. and the last grp was the fantastic kids. yeap 2 fan groups went through. they are sure a great crew.

yeap. and after danceworks. me and my darl went to ps for awhile to have a walk. but we're tired and decided to eat. we bought some stuff to eat and eat it near ps. just infront of the macdonals building. yeap. we sat there and eat and tried our choreos. yeap our choreo that we need to showcase it to jean.

id be using some song which i love and i just like the dancer. hahaha tell me who hates michael jackson dance moves?? haha its just so entertaining XD

and darl is using....~" were driving slow to the snow on fifth avenue..." yeap that song. dunno? go and find out hhahah XD

okie gotta go! chaioz! update you all tmr. btw tmr im going to acer to do some stuff. stupid lappy pfft hahah k. chaioz!

today, first day on her job.

2009-02-06T00:36:00.002+08:00

hehe went to meet ferra lovely at around 1 plus today. she is now working at bata. cool u knw. hehe da start werk da. =D! im happy for you. X)) bata isn't a bad shop u knw. and at my gf's shop, there are discounts that are eye opening man. u all should go there and buy shoes! its cheap! and and. u ol should go to my gf and buy bcoz she will recommend you the best quality of shoes. terror i tel you. u shld be there uh. anyone of you reading this blog of mine, you should go to bata at marsling. near marsling MRT. great sale. and im interested in the smart shoes.

i like smart shoes. but im finding something like isaw in far east when i go jalan2 with ferra lovely. im not sure bata has it coz i didnt search thru the store. and i didnt want to bother love in her work. so yeah. maybe next time when she's not working. and on her lunch, she just ate apok2. hmmph. and her break so fast. i wanna sue the manager. ceh mcm btol. but i ask love abt the job. she says that its not that bad. but she got quite a number of sales and love is aiming to get alot of commission. go darl go! hehehe

so yeah. upon waiting for her to finish at 3, i went around marsling shops like 2 to 3 times. hahah and i tink i knw my way around there already. well, actually can still get lost. haha so yeah i still need to meet my love in the days to come and i can explore more and get to know the place well or else i can get lost hahaha. i found quite a num of shops that i didnt expect to be there. i saw a pet shop(which is convenient for us to handle hamster case), and i saw a fish shop(i want to buy ferra fish but in time to come insyaallah =)), and i saw kedai that sells mask(mom is looking for masks so i tot i can help buy for her), and other stores. i tink i saw a shop that im particularly interested but i forgot what thing and what shop t is so tmr i can search more hahaha. thn love finished work at arnd 310 and we head straight to school for dance practice. (btw love look kinda pretty and lovely today. =D! dun ask y but yeah. haha altho that girl(the girl wth uniform) u say is pretty, i tink my eyes will still be on you. XP!

ok that is on her first day at work. thn at dance practice, ok la. today she does not seem that stress and i tink shes coping wih it really well. =) i hope tmr there's no jean, so that she can practice for their danceworks more. and they need to show all the choreo's to ash by next week. so yeah. thay have no time. hmm i believe they can make it. alot are helping them and i hope they would do well too! hmm yeah then today i had fun talking and laughing wih love all the way from afternoon when i meet her till send her home. =D i love it when we are having fun. but the carrying love part, was fun too! i like to carry love and make her feel like falling hahaha. love is very cute and always. =D i love her alot and ok thats all for today! bye-dy-bye =D.

eh eh wait. the cleaning of hamster part, was damn.. hahaha better sell it off early. >=). anyone wish to buy baby hamsters? at 10 dollars each. they are very cute and adorable. easy to handle. chicken chicken fit fit. you should buy. who intends to buy pls do contact me or leave me a tag at me tagboard thank you much the very =D. ok chaioz! off to sleep. have to wake love tmr. k good nytez all!

People

2009-02-04T02:48:00.005+08:00

first of all, i wanna say sorry to my darl for stayin up late (now 255 am) after she say "dun slep too late. hehehehe

hmm but i still wanna post coz tmr morning she would be reding me blog! hehehe

okie dokie. i just changed my blog pic. is it nicer or nd to change to others? hmm. hhaha

olryte. tonite i hope to dream about something like an adventure or sumtin like that. i love to dream but its quite tiring actually. coz sleep are meant for resting but if u dream about something, u feel it and it doesnt seem like ur resting and you wake up feeling the same way ur feeling in ur dreams... ermm am i making any sense? ahaha nvrmd.

so tv is on, and it is some oldies show which doesnt seem interesting at all. ha ha. and im feeling kinda drowsy olready.

ok lets talk about work.
i need to work. and get money and split it among to the important people. firstly would be my mom, -duh-,.. then i would save it for me and my darl. =).

ok lets talk about people.
sometimes i like to analyze people. not really analyze as in too detail but just see them from my first impression. and most of the time, when i see them, and i get to know them more, it seems similar to what i think of them when i stated in mind when i first see them. friends are hard to find nowadays. i mean. not friends, just friends...but real true friends.. who really care for you and never forget about each other...

usually when i think of something like this, i would write alot but im kinda sleepy oweady.. i tink ill continue tmr. okie?
if you like to read more, tmr would be the day ill continue. coz the vibe has worn off too actually. and i blog when i wanna blog. today i just feel like edit the main pic only. so yeah.. hahah till tmr. more craps coming up.

chaioz!

exciting, mysterious dream.

2009-01-24T13:29:00.002+08:00

whao! yesterday i had an exciting dream. its kinda like and adventure. i love an adventure. but unfortunately, its only a dream. and whats more, my darl is in it. haha

it started out with me playing with swords with my hip hop friends. (-.- like.. wat the?!...yess i know)

yeah we were playing swords at night. it was like the Pirates of the Caribbean kinda sword fight. and we started fighting in a Colosseum. (by that only my dream is like wow. haha) and the crowds were cheering. the crowds consists of alot of people but there were also SGC peeps. there were the juniors and seniors too. all like as if there were SGC performance. (haha cehh) And so does the competitors. there were me, dehui, and 4 other SGC members playing this swordfight. and then the fight went more intense. untill we swordfight all the way outside to this open field. but no one died tho. nt even a calafare. which is good. haha.

then as we were sword fighting out in the field, dehui called me to look up in the skies as there is one shooting star moving slowly. ( dehui called me because in REAL LIFE(not in my dream), ive storied with him abt shooting stars. ) so i stopped and started gazing at the star. it was great to look at the slowmoving shooting star. and so did all. they stopped to and started looking up in the sky.

at first there was one, then came anther one. then there were more shooting stars. all shoot in different directions with different speed. i was like WOW! then the wow changed to WHOUU!. the stars were heading towadrs earth. so didnt panicked but we just stand there looking as we were astonished and it never occured to us that this might happended in singapore. and it wasn't as intense as in the movies. so there wasn't any hastle and chaos around. and it was great.

and then one star head towards exactly at me. it wasn't as big as i tink it is. the size of it was like a bagpack. and as the star came nearer. i was moved aside and was like whoouu!.. haha. then i saw another star, abit bigger then this one, landed just across to the other side of this field. so i dropped my sword and say to them that i was going to check it out. but the rest was not interested and continued on swordfighting.

and so Ferra darl followed me from the crowds and headed to the star that came across me. as we reached, we can see the landing trail of the shooting star and we saw a thing with smoke all over it, right at the end of that trail. we creep up slowly and found that it is sort of a big capsule. i took it and open it up. Inside of it consists of a kinda like space bagpack and some other stuff. i opened up the bagpack and inside there were credit cards, Identification card, bottle, and alot of things were inside. i showed it to ferra but i didnt manage to rememer or see the spaceman's name. but all i remembered is that the person looked like the main actor of Good luck Chuck movie. So we packed quickly and ran because we heard people coming towars us.

and so i told ferra to hide with the things and i met my cousin, hazwari. (this cousin lived opposite my house in REAL LIFE) and yeah i told him abt the bigger star that fall near the field and asked him if he was interested to come and check t out. so yes he followed me there and the grass was way to tall. then we chopped it off and found the trail. thn my cousin was tired but we finished chopping. and so suddenly my sis came to the pic. haha. lols

and now i told my sis abt the stars and all. she followed me and go and find the "star". and in this field, there are more stars that landed. but by the time we were there, me and sis was too late. the so called NASA or other agency was here already. so we just roam around. as the event was new and there wasn't chaos, we can go and see the place freely. so we walked but searching thru the place as well. unknowingly. we boh spread out and start searching..

i overheard that there is something wrong in space that they had to make an immediate evaquate from their base in space. and so i didnt continue to evasdrop and move on with my search. and then i found a video tape. and i put it in my pocket. no one saw. and i really wanted to see whats in that tape. so i walk off and called my sis to get out of here. then ashraf(hip-hop) came up to me and ask what am i doing here.he was wearing one of those scientists coat or i duon't know what is it called. he was one of the NASA people. so i was like.. ermm nothing. then i jst walked off with my sis. then we went pass this gummy shop and i ask sis to blanja me gummy. and thats where my dream ends. hahah an abrupt ending. hahah lols

i wish to contiue in this dream and show the video to ferra or sumtin like that. haha but it felt real tho.

ok. back to reality. haha now im online with my darl and she is webcamming with me now! hehe man i miss her. darl in now at cik3 house. hmm got open house i tink. hmm i wish i can go there but i nd to spent time with my own fam too. hheheh tmr i hope my darl can come here and chil at my crib. =) k. chaioz! tc

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new baby! =D

2009-01-15T12:58:00.002+08:00

hey hey! i just finished watching leap years. erm. i have nth to say. so u just watch when u got time aite.

so yeah! WE HAVE A NEW BABY! TWINS! HAHA hmm yeah! we have 2 babies now. baby hamsterrr.. not real one. nt yet heheh
hmm yeah gonna be in ferra's place soon i think. and see the condition of the new born babies. got to make the home bigger nad more exciting. hhaha. hmm i hope that's ferra's happy =D.

=)

"it costs a million for the mona lisa smile portrait. its priceless to see yours. "

-dF

haha yeah i can't wait to see the hamsters. and and i learn that we cannot touch the babies or the mom will eat them up. oh man. they are so protective. i tink i can be a hamster. hahha XD

Job.$$

2009-01-15T00:19:00.004+08:00

hey hey today we went out to eat at mac's wif darl ferra, farain and her bf rashidin. farain's treat. haha and i hope i get that job at ralph lauren. whao. cool seh. haha i need a job to get my allowances on my own. hmph k chaioz!

oh man didnt take pics so yeah. no pics to upload. till tmr! gd nyte.

same thing. hahaha

2009-01-13T15:46:00.002+08:00

hey hey i always change blogskin. im not sure why but i just like the new one after the older one. and theres nothing much to do in this blog haha

so yeah i change to a new blogskin. i hope it will last anddddd i will update more each day. haha
and i tink i would uh coz holidays coming and i would want to find a job and get money. $$$

yeah. hahah k chzioz~ now waiting for ferra to finish class. nt her fault. my class ended way early hahah like arnd 315 - 330 like that finish oweady. yeah.

and recently i went to the park with ferra. and we saw the moon. like damn. hahaha its nice uh. i not kancong. ferra more kancong actually. hahah she hiding oni. haha

k la. ferra say ive cut my hair and become more mischievious. hahaha i kinda like the sound of that. but i hope i wun be too irritating =) im not actually. hahah k chaioz! bismillah! =)

2009-01-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

my syg even look good when she sleeps.

my heart softens and i just love to see her sleep cuddly and peacefully.
she reminds me of no one.
but just her. nurifa elferra. my love from gunung ledang.

i love you in every min every sec. k. im off good nyte.

"Mon amour, je ne sais pas mais je me sens que votre amour pour moi a changed. je souhaite que nous restions fort ensemble.. je vous aime vraiment le chéri et je le souhait d'un avenir avec vous et avec les enfants.. je vous aime. "
- dF

she is still sleeping in her bed... shhhhh.. lets not wake her up aite *look at her sleep* X)
god i love her. she is just precious to me. and i got to be strong and do whats best =). insyaallah. amin.

for you.

2009-01-05T11:28:00.001+08:00

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monday blues turnes sunshine yellow =)

2008-11-24T15:12:00.002+08:00

hey hey! tday i presented alone hahah! cool or cool! haha first tym sia. but its kinda weird tho.

hahah i tink im progressing.. i dun want to chao again. i want to go to class and learn stupid things.. ahah well not stupid uh. skills..

its kinda life long learn skill actually. hmm and ive learn quite a number of things this ast few days. and the best thing is that i got to spend my weekends with my darl n my family. hmm k chaioz! gotta listen to my class. chao!

whereabouts : w66f
plug-in : classmates and faci asking question
time : 319 pm

2008-11-13T13:45:00.004+08:00

hey hey ive just updated a new blog background.. it was taken by luke in stage at the 1000 seater theater at RP. edited just this morning. hehe

this pose was a lucky shot. i stayed there like 2 or 3 secs. woo hoo. hehe thn luke got it haha. niceeeee!

the sun has a new friend

2008-11-10T09:44:00.003+08:00

whooooouuu.. didnt expect that coming hehe.. hmmm...

hey hey. dun feel down

2008-11-07T09:43:00.004+08:00

hey hey.. cmon dinie. you can do it! =D
its the last stretch. all the way.
il miss you hehehe

=)

2008-11-06T15:12:00.004+08:00

hey hey hey! hmm i cannot wait to see my darl heeee. hmm my body acheing/aching.. however it spelled.. hahah hmm im very tired but it is much much worth or rather appreciated whenever i see her smiling face. hehe

hmm okie. i love my ferra very very much. i cant wait to meet her again. =D! and syg pleaseeee dun be discouraged aite.. with anything that gets in ur way. coz i will try my best to motivate you. ;) so yeap. try to think of the brightest side of life aite mwaaahhzz! i will always be by ur side *huugs*.

time : 352 pm
whereabouts: w66f
music: faci's voice. -.-! hahaha XD

2008-11-03T09:52:00.004+08:00

hey hey! gf bought me a nike bottle! woo hoo! and a remote helicopter! woo hoo! haha i can play when im bored.! nyahaha! haha. i sound like a kid.. =D! . =?...

more pictures to be uploaded tonite.

time : 957 am
whereabouts : w66f
music : some chinese song in friends lappy.

shit. which reminds me...-.-... i didnt bring my headphone! haha nvrmd. its been quite afew days that i didnt listen to my mp3 although its in my posession. now its with ashraf so.. i dun feel diff.. hhaah but stil.. music is my life.

because there are ups and downs. i dunno why but i love songs which are of other language. coz the main thing is.. "I DUN UNDERSTAND"! hahaha
and i will follow the tune rather then the lyrics.. which are sometimes hurtful... the lyrics i mean haha
k before i gt too emo. i better shut. k chaioZ!

y soooo stress??

2008-10-13T15:40:00.017+08:00

hey! rise and shine! coz its time...

to take off your shoes...

and jump!..-->>

coz its a brand new day!

put up that smiles.. =)

and dance "MAYBE" by the beach...

take a look at the bright flowers...

and rectify...

smiles brighten up peoples day. =)

and spent most of your time..
laughing and sharing smiles and be happy always =)..

i love you.

unwanted feelings..

2008-10-13T14:55:00.016+08:00

jus wanna share with you some pictures. when your feeling down kinda feeling. some pics that you might do but you cant because of the loved ones around you. yeap. enjoy.

tsk3.. they teach ppl to do this? hmph.

i wanna fly! wheee~

k. gonna upload more pictures soon =)

e first.

2008-10-13T14:43:00.003+08:00

yeash. first team. for the first tme in my rp history, i didnt speak a word. yes. not even A WORD. cool or cool.

k. im off.

*must look at 6th p for ut*

...

2008-10-13T14:01:00.002+08:00

im scared i'd be crazy before i knew it. hehhehehe XD

new blogskin!

2008-10-08T16:04:00.003+08:00

hey ive updated my new blogskin. is it nice? hahah

i dun tink so but i tink it is hehehe. btw today i had a rough time myself.
and i hurt myself inside out. i hurt her on the inside.. not outside tho.. not that i dun have any intention but i dun want to.

hmm im hungry, i want to eat. rice maybe? hmm not sure. i want to starve to death.

im crazy. craziness runs wild in my body. im scared. hmm nahh

sister read the note that i wrote. im so touched but it weakens me. haizz.. but i tink time will help =)

plug in : silence of the room/typing of lappy
whereabouts : w16-

today

2008-09-25T09:53:00.002+08:00

hey. urm. today was aite.
first song i heard today was end - secondhand serenade.. i dun knw the lyrics uh coz they are like mumbling.. but the tune of the song is nice to hear...

i cant seem to find it in imeem.

i mean.. whats the point of putting. no one's gonna hear it. shes gonna hear it? maybe. but i think.. with her mood now. she would just say. "whatever dinie".

No matter how, ill be with you

2008-09-24T11:47:00.002+08:00

ferra.. i just wanna let u know that ill always be the man carrying the umbrella for you. even when a typhoon strikes, i will always be willing to share with you this small umbrella that i have.

ill keep my comments to myself. just so u knw that i love you for whatever ur family members did to you.. dun be discouraged and the dance, ill learn as fast as i can and i can teach you. i will try my best nt to let you down okie.

loves, dF.

chaioz!

plug in : dad's karaoke
whereabouts : my bed
time : 106 pm.

omg. its 106 oweady! k bye

quite bored but ok la haha

2008-09-17T13:39:00.002+08:00

haiyo.. open up eyes oni see 11 oclock oweady hahah
how to go sch.. actually can uh but she say no nd. wah liao. hahaha da mandi smue. tinggal nk kua jer thn she say no nd.

hahah thn at 130 she ask me to come. wah piang like wan to kana man hahahaha XD. hmm i now bored at home but i stay home oso good uh. i wanna watch movie uh in lappy since she didnt rep me hhaha. XD

aiyo she now bz sia. haha. hate it man. last tym gt all the time for me now no more. bt ok la. everyday gt to see her can uh. bt i miss the days where i skipped hip hop lesson just to meet her. If only she would have the mentallity to go to pasir ris and meet me. dream on dinie. haha XD

aiya. at least shes duin sumtin that she enjoys. and mee too. hahah i just think that sometimes me & her & hiphop...nah.. hahha.. XD
whereabouts : home sweet home
time : 146 pm
plugin : the sound of the fan.. -_-

return

2008-09-16T15:55:00.003+08:00

hey hey. tis window has been open since morning. i tink ive open this "create post" window for like 3 times oweady
hahaha
hmmm now i still in class. okie. 2nd week has passed. school's fine currently.

wahhh so sian. hahaha does not feel like goin to bboy lesson today. ferra darl oso feel tired.
but i scared got reflections evaluation or reflections choreo. aiyaaa...
but i tink one burden has gone for the juniors.
the preview of their debut performance. but i think its not that... ahaha XD i dun wan to say anything. all i have to say is they need to buck up alot lot! hahaha

hmm they must prepare by the date man.. hmm i worry for them somehow. but i believe they can do it. i hope so.

now i hate to be such anidiot hahaha lols. k chaioz! I WANNA HEAR BACK ROCK MUSIC!

plug in : MCR - famous last words
whereabouts : W66f

not a good sign

2008-09-15T09:37:00.001+08:00

have a verry baddd feeling that ill be pissed. if not from other pl thn it might come frm myself haha.

bet she wun do anything but just to let me be. =((

saturday

2008-09-06T09:19:00.006+08:00

*sometimes i do miss the times when it was just me and her..*

hey a beautiful saturday morning and it seems kinda good this morning
and i wish to sleep back anytime soon.
haha
i just blogged and visit blogs of mine and hers. just hang around. yups. coz i just finished my rj.
yesterdays dance lesson, jean or jin didnt come again. wahliao. i pity the juniors. pay 30 dollars. thn no lesson hahaha. the seniors paid 13 bucks. hmm ok la.
hmm alamak that jean uh. haha
than ashraf teach me some moves. yeah it was cool calm and collected.
then we had dinner, break fast, with the malays of the ig. hahaha i sat wif my darl of cause, mimi, marsh, aminah and rey. man it was funny. haha i laughed my balls out.
but yeah. sometimes i do miss the times when it was just me and her.. =/ haizz hehehe. wat to do.

then i send her home. i was pretty damn tired man. thn i dun wan to talk about my bus trip home. its just irritating part of my day hahaha XD. only if there's friends or ppl who i know is on board la haha.

okie yeah. dats about it. and i only had a, and i mean "A" as in 1, sardine epok2 for sahur. i dunno whether it will last me the whole day. but i was very full when i ate that sardine. so nvrmd. shldnt think bout food now haha.
k chioz!

ears : my fountain of health in the balcony
timecheck : 934 am, saturday 6/9/08
whereabouts : living room, aka, my part-time bedroom

first day

2008-09-04T15:32:00.002+08:00

*i love her, no matter what =X*

hmm k today is first day in school
after a 3 weeks break.
didnt feel anything tho. the feel of holidays.
but i had fun.. heeheheh
thanks to my family and my beloved wifey and hip hop friends.
so yeah.. a meaningful holiday ive got and every sec with her is just great.
oni some off days. hahah XD

hmmm

k. bout today. went school with her. after 3 weeks. hhahaa ok la. but the part where we enter school. then suddenly she go off. hahha coz not like we angry with each other but like she in block W1. and i am like W6.. its like end to end sia. mampos.
hahaha

so yea. she went off wif mimi. and i head str8 to class. w66f first day is with jerv, nora, shumei and jeans. hmm ok la. can work. haha XD did work before go off to meet my darl at 2nd meeting. and now is my 6th presentation. haha malas uh nk dgr. but hmm i must hear my darl heheh. she ask me to hear.. haha XD

k la.. later cant wait to meet her. i tink today ill be buke-ing at her house. hhehe. hmm bt we go dance for a while. thn go pasar mlm. hmm n now im frreezing to death haha lols.

k chaioz!

ears : faci's voice
timecheck : 348 pm
whereabouts : W66f in front of faci's table

2008-08-24T21:55:00.004+08:00

and so there goes the 2008 beijing olympic.. the closing ceremony was a blast.. full with vibrant fireworks. very exclusive. very excuisite.. with at 42000 participants.. 3 years of preperation.. and there it goes... good nyte everyone! hope you have a wonderful night!.. dinie signing out! dinie, beijing..

ceehh like reporter or not? hahah lols. k..
hahah next olympic will be held at london. damn china man.. OMG 50 or mre GOLD MEDALS! singapore? only one SILVER.. hw pathetic.. bt ok laa kan.. dri kosong ahhahaah XD hmm so after long years of collecting dust in the forensic truimphs room, we have regained its light by attaining a silver medal in the table tennis sport. and we will contine to find the best of us in any areas. and im sure that next olympic, we would stand a chance in swimming. as our swimmer, *i forgot her name*, has portray good results from this beijing olympic and she is very young still and will have better chance in london in 2012, i hope so =)..

so dats ol for this beijing. chaioz! see you olympic in 2012! and im kinda looking forward for this youth olympic this 2010. so sty tuned =)

2008-08-24T13:35:00.004+08:00

hmm is it me or most things have changed around me?..
its rainin outside and im at home.. im hungry. gonna get sumtin to bite.
peace.

2008-07-31T08:21:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey..
im damn early today hahhaa

i came forth to class. is dat cool or wat haha
okie. for a long time i didnt come to school this early so excited la kan hehe

yesterday i watched the movie.. well actually not movie.. its dvd.. but not movie at all la.. its an educational video! hahaha hmm its about how to use the telescope. hmm now im very very sure of how to use the telescope already.. and yesterday we tried the telescope at her house. and i explored some uses already.. and i was right about the barlow lenses. haha hmm yeah and today we are goin to try it again after school.. im soo gonna help her find stuff with that telescope heheh XD... hmm but i still have to know how to use the space map in order to find stuff in the sky..

yeap so yeah im in class and the faci is here already. got ready to start class soon. so yeah... c ya! chiaoz!

btw im confused.. this weekend has the abg od2 kawin then got farhan's bdae party.. aiyoo... hmm i tink ill request mom to go for farhan's bdae for awhile then head back to jurong.. hmm yeah.. i hope i can find my way back haha lols. k da.

FERRA BIRTHDAY and OUR FIRST ANNIVERSARY

2008-07-28T09:35:00.004+08:00

it was a blast la! haha XD
well for me,..
but more for her. heheh

i hope so that she had fun yesterday.
and also hope her wish comes true hehehe XD
hmm
and now she got new wishes i think.. heh XD hmm looking forward to it.. hahah XD
k syg.. i love u alot laa..
ive never done such thing to someone u know haha...
really man.. haha...

i got some pics i wan to upload but i didng bring the cable to school..
hahaha btw im not in the lib supose to sleep.. which im doing it in about 10 to 15 mins time. okie chiaoz.. =)

for more info. go to my gf's blog. ull see more of the updates there..
bye all

yay! now can go see stars whenever we want!!
no nd to wait for star party haha lols. XD



=D

SGH

2008-07-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

remember this pic??..
now its my family's turn hehehe.. XD

hey hey hey!!!

hahaha

first of all,
i would like to thank my beloved syg, ferra, for accompanying my family at singapore general hopspital today.
(wah sooo formal sehhh)
hahaha
aiyaa thank you la k syg... i know without u just now.. i think my family will be bored down there watching people pass by...

and she claimed that she was honored that i tank her and it means alot to me when she follows me to SGH. hahaha yeah she deserved it. she talked alot just now with mommy and daddy.
i was rather very happy and delightful to see the "could-be" half-part of my whole family talking and laughing with each other... hehehe.. its just.. u know...
the feeling of happiness accompanied by the smile of silence.
haha
i dun really kow how to explain this feeling but one day ill tell..
when i get the feeling right.. heeee

hmm as for ayah, i wish you all the beat and i promise to pray for your safety. u know that i love u soo much that i couldn't tell this right in front of you. whats more in front of you with a lot of other people. i don't know why. but. i just love you okie. =j come home safely dad. =) i know you will. insyaallah.

ok.. time to go. chiaoz!. see you later aligator. ;)

missing you

2008-07-10T10:42:00.003+08:00

i miss those times where don't used to nag and be sucha shit in the ass..
a fly to a human..
and a joker to a businessman...

i wanna be someone who you liked before.. but can u forget all the hardships so that there isnt any misconceptions between us...

haizz...
today my teammates are very encouraging...
especially shameer.
hmm but i just dun feel like doing any work today..

this morning i nearly vomitted.. and it feels great..
felt like my brain all squished...
hahaha but it felt great tho..
hmm i miss her so much..
...
...
and the best part is..
it was raining
from seletar, it was dark actually..
but the time i came to woodlands. there was light and the pic was like this..
..-->
it was nice to look when you're feeling down and it gives a sense of hope and will for you to go and do stupid things with the ones you love and have great laughters.. haha! XD..

i wanna go to esplanade.

i wan to see how i were when im with you. and it could sort of remind me. i wan you to be happy. smile for me. laugh for me. im really sorry. can i go break with you?... i wanna eat with you again. i miss you.

movie.later.745pm.

2008-07-07T09:29:00.003+08:00

now is a sian-zation man..
i know nuts about java applications.
and everything i said to my faci is just pure luck..
hmm but i am grateful tho...
at least by this i can learn sumthing
better then absolute nothing haha XD

hahah hmm today's watching boy girl thing...
tmr got larry's lesson..

hmmmph.. wed its a must2 to visit dad at hospital. hmph.
got to pray for his safety always. and mom's safety too.
plus sis.. and other peeps..=)
amin.

one month...

2008-07-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday is my late uncles one month.

bismillahirrahmannirrahim.
assalamulaikum.
wak, u know that i miss you.
ur the only uncle that im close to u know.
other than maman yus, u know more of me.
and that hit the spot. hahah XD
i want to have a life partner that could hear my voice when im calling for them.
u did that some time before u know.
haha
i will continue to support MANCHESTER UNITED. the red devils.! yeah. but im sorry.
i have no cable uh. hehe if not i promise to watch every MANU match! hehe
there are more instances that i spent with you than other uncles.
u know. this is a secret aite.
of all the uncles that i have, u're the only one who shows me care and concern.
hahaha i will forever keep the jacket u gave me, the hardrock cafe necklace, the FB jersey, the old school MANU shirt, the hawaii shirt(hahaha i will remember that one ;D) , the chocker u hang at ur car.. haha and alot more..

and wak, i have a titsy bitsy problem...
nah i shall not mention it here..
haha i shall tok to you in m dreams aite.. if i meet u there. haha

chaioz...

for you...

2008-07-05T20:39:00.003+08:00

" Look at the stars; look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along; I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
You know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across; I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cos you were all yellow

I drew a line; I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

And your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
For you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry

It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for?
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do "

this is a song i want to dedicate it to you =)

hehe. the lyrics is what i feel for you. i mean

not all. but most of it. heeee

now waiting for you to call me back. i hope wherever you are, you are doin olryte.

please call me and just tell me where you are. i just want to know. and who you are with.

u know i miss you alot. but.. its okie.. ill wait for you =).. hope you are having fun. =j..

and can u plesae dun play with my feelings..

u want me to die literally is it? if yes then just tell me. dun need me to suffer. i can cut it short.

chaioz....

2008-07-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

what is the world becoming into...
im just a helpless son of a...
im weak man..
damn!

first uncle...
man am i still not over t or what..
its just too fast man..
then dad went in..
im just freaked-out man..
im feeling insecure
im just scared =//

i love you. everyone i know. and above everyone, which doesn't include my family members..
i love you very much.. =/

to whom u know, please dun be mad at me. im sorry for whatever i said. i mean. u can tell me what i said then i will try not to mention it in the future. if i say it again, can u tell me again. coz u know my mind have such a small memory space. heh.

to dad, ul be safely home okie =) i wil pray for you insyallah. no a muast actually. hehe i love you dad. i wish u can read this. u mean alot to me then u know. please come home.. ='(

song - regina spektor - the call

FerraFirstLesson

2008-06-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

(meet my gf and lucy =D)

my gf is like soo cute la can haha

shes doing her toprock and all.
six steps..
(dun tink i did not see you skip steps O.o! ) hehe XD

hmm she state that its great and fantastic
its her first lesson but jean or jin
i also dunno hehehe
hmmm
she didnt came and ahmad took over the class for a bboy lesson with the juniors
yeah..
n she had fun XD
haha dats all that matters
whee!~~ XD

hmm thn after that we had dinner.
we had sushi for dinner!! hah and i was soo hungry
coz i havent eat yet hehe
hmm soo yeah.
i am hungry..
still..

and we had lots of fun now. hehehe
we will be great together
and there are more things and fun in the future wheee!!!~~ hhe XD

hmm k dats ol!

time: 1126 pm
date: 20/06/08

k chaioz!

its been long...one post should be posted..

2008-06-11T02:19:00.000+08:00

hey wats up
its been long
yeah.
nothing to say.

she seems angry wait till she wakes up. =j

time check : 220 am
wednesday

k chaioz.

im sorry to have made you pissed.
=/...

and i still have a post to dedicate it to...
haizzz

:( different.. try and listen =j..

2008-05-29T09:43:00.000+08:00

i just miss you
and
im really sad that i can't spent time with you.
and when you're with me,
i treat you badly.
=(
im disappointed with myself.
i hope i can perform well for you tonight.

im not hyper.
...currently not feeling the same as how i sound...
ermmm...i just trying to make things a lil better. =/
by showing you that i'm happy, i think that it would make u feel better.. but it seems that it's not working...
i think i would try a different approach =j.
ill try ;)..

* kills the miss *

chaioz! XD.. =/..

happy 10th monthsary =)

2008-05-27T09:36:00.000+08:00

happy 10th monthsary darl!!
hehehe
XDD!!

syg, although that i know that im late this morning
im really sorry that i did sucha thing on our monthsary.
i should have put my alarm clock tied around my head.
i mean, really. this time no one "disconnected" the alarm.
its just that my tired from yesterdays practice made me
feel so lethargic that i think even a bomb were to explode
beside me also i would hear it. yesterday i thought i was
under temperature because i felt sick and i was cold and my body was not warm as well. so i went sleep. but i forgot to give you good night message so went up and then i got K.O.'ed by don't know what. (somebody knocked my head uh). haha XD
i fell asleep while messaging the text to u. then i send it this morning. im soo sorry =/. hmm and yeah. woke up late. this also i want to thank my mom for waking me up. if not ill be super duper extreme late. so yeah, i woke up then bathe and all at around 650 i went out of the house. i mean how fast can i be. cehhh.. hah XD i woke up around 630. O.O??

anyways. i made her pissed off ='((
im sooo sorryyy.. i didn't mean to do so. wah next time i must not sleep uh. haha sleep only cause trouble. hhah i must put toothpicks on my eyebags so that my eyes will be wide open! nyahah XD..

ok.

*first break*

haha
great to know that you have feel better when meeting me. hehe that means that we should meet more then usual. haha tk cukup2 eh everyday jumpe. hehe XD
had a great lunch with her.
had fish burger, 2 pau's, carrot juice, pepsi, banana cake and donut. yeah. was full. but now (3rd meeting),
i'm still hungry. yeah haha
eeeeee!! geeeraamm! nkkk cuuuuubbiittt!!.

* second break *

was great! hahaha went down straight to lvl 3. then we went to south agora. went there for some chocolate thing. if u do some survey then it will be provided with chocolate. actually the survey is about the chocolate and the chocolate is the test subject. yeah. we didn't d it. hahah
we went to buy cup corn and then we bought sotong!. haha long time didn't eat. and yeah we also bought slurpee!.
then i suddenly felt really sick. haha
don't know why. suddenly feel so hot and quite weak. hmm i think i too tired uh. mann.. not again.. not now.. then i went to class. suddenly feel so pissed and anything would be at fault. aiyaa.. i need a lil rest. thn ill be fine =))
hmm i've finished present and waiting for 6th p to finish. then i'll be going to my practice. hope you can follow me to practice. but i don't wish to go home late. because i wan to send u home and TODAY ESPECIALLY i want to spent time with you. but i spent it on practice arrggH!!! damn it.
hmm better today won't be as late as yesterday again or ill be mad, hmph!..

* look at that cute cheeky face *
haha XD

just can't get my eyes off of you.
you feel like heaven to touch
i wanna hold you so much...
hehehe

happy 10th monthsary sygg!!!
mwaaahhhzzz!! mwaaahhhssszz!! XDD** hehe

i don't know

2008-05-26T15:18:00.000+08:00

mind was off due to unforeseen circumstances..
haha
but..
its ok.. =j
im sorry
i've made u feel down today..

but u knw..
but its just me..
and
im sorry for being me =r..

hmmm today
mood was...
her's & mine & school
equals to not good.
=r...
i dowan to go school anymore.

haizzz

chaioz!

a minute of silence

2008-05-21T14:40:00.001+08:00

how am i suppose to say this?
....
i guess i shall not say it now.
i will say it later.
one day.
i am a man of my word.
i don't wish to be a person who break promises.
again.

so please.
hear this.

whatever happens,
i pledge allegiance to love you till the end of my breath.

peace..

SUPER DUPER LATE!

2008-05-16T09:58:00.000+08:00

wah today im super duper late!
hahaha
cool shit!
long time i never came this late haha
i can still remember the time when i was in year one
then i came school strolling in.
hahaha
but then i was alone though.
ahahah now
although im not going class
at least i can meet my darling during her break
haha
last time i used to go out of here and took 911 to someplace else.
haha
u know where
hahah
hmmm but now i just stay in school and wait for her break
i can't wait to meet her later
she's bringing her Sims game
i don't know whether it's nice or not
but i've played the game before
bu it was a long time ago uh
when my playstation was in goody condition
hahaha
hmm but it's com version. so dunno
ahahah
hmmm ok ill just do some organizing in my computer while i wait for her

chaioz! C YAWL around!

time: 1005 am
venue: RP lib
eating: dynamite sweet
music: the kilers - read my mind
wearing: plain white tee, black pants

i miss you more =r

2008-05-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

ayg i wanna meet u today.
but u didn't want to.

ill just be trying my best to make an appointment with u
no matter wat =))

hmm. but ill stop if i think im pestering you aite.
plsss..
=))
...its ok if u don't wish to aite =)

2008-05-13T09:04:00.001+08:00

ok la I'll be honest...

i nearly burst out to tears today...
although it went out,
but i tried my best to hold on to it.

i was in the bus for goodness sake.
there are alot of people.
so was keeping myself low and not to create a scene.
(duh!)

i shut my eyes like as tho i was sleeping.
i didn't know whether it rolled down my cheeks or not.
but i was keeping my eyes closed for about ten to fifteen minutes.
it was all because i was "scolded"/told to quit my Hip Hop IG again.
my parents both didn't even support me for who i am.
who i want to be.
and what i want to do.
i know I've neglected a lot of prayers time but...
I'm trying my best to have a fixed schedule.
but unfortunately i can't.
i hate to have one.
if i have one, i would also be "scolded" due to maybe that i have to follow some kind of urgent matters and I'm not following the schedule and then i will get "scolded" again/too.
so might as well i don't have one.
because overall i think is pointless to have a schedule.
it will just be making my life more organized as well as making more burden to myself.
so might as well be neutral.
so no need to do.

is the world really turning around??
that the ones you love is tuning his/her back on you which were suppose to make u feel better when your down or feeling ill or you need someone..

since the day i joined dance, i can feel that i was given a very very cold shoulder from my parents. and i say again, MY PARENTS.
i can't blame them because its them.
a thing about me that they don't like.
they won't bother.
i know mom tried to, on my butt's off finals.
but it didn't work.
dad, i don't need to say.
i know what u think.
"my son, a dancer??"
right??! i know i can't be fucking good at bowling or at badminton.
so please don't force me.
its just a leisure kind of thing.
need not necessary to be serious.

and wth.
say better for me to stay at home and STUDY rather then going dance.
eh fuck! why the hell i got a B for my first UT??!
if u didn't know whether I'm studying or not, you can ask how am i doing right??
i tried to study hard everyday in school, and u said that i don't study.
and u gotta be knowing how close i am with my current classmates.
bullshit!
asshole!
asdgfargicai jej
recwrhg
ercvsrgr
!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghh!
i know you all are trying to make myself a favor.
but i just can't stop whatever I'm doing right now.
I'll lost everything I've worked for.
my Interest Group/Hip Hop (CCA)
my polytechnic life
my youth
my darl ='( which is my everything..
and that's it
my everything..
if i lost her,
i really don't know what to do.
so Ferra, please don't say that i don't love you.
you mean more to me than you think.
you are there, when i need someone.
it was used to be my parents but it was way way way long time ago.
and my previous ex's,
was just something that plays around in my mind.
but this is something true.
i just want you to know that.
(she's going break with her friends)
it's ok. it has always been with you and me
so i guess its time for you and your friends to have break together.

....
I'm having a mind blockage now.
so i don't want to have anymore nags.
and i need to save some piece of my mind on today's problem.
so got to go.
=) or ='(..?
i don't know.
let's see how it goes today aite.
=) <---i hope so.
and sayang, dun treat me differently today. =(
i need you to be normal as if u have not read my blog.
okie dokie =)).
i promise i'll smile if u smile =))
ok. here is where i stop today
chaioz!

2008-05-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

(Saturday night)

im so so sorry peeps
i didnt mean to make anyone in misery
im trying my best to be who i wanna be
like last time
but
as i go on,
i need time to retrace back
while carrying on with my current life

so

i think its hard
but give me time ok people.

and to my family,
i did a lot of sins to u by ignoring and putting u in a box at the side of my table
i promise to have time
to open the box
when it family time ok

to my Hip Hop friends,
im so sorry for not turning up practices and being someone who aint me
i love u all
i love making jokes like last time
lame ones
i know
but yeah..thats me
not now...someone who barely speaks
but hey, give me a chance too aites

and to my darling gf
Ms Nurifa Elferra,
you're the love of my life.
and i can't seem to find the right thing to say
every now and then
i don't know why.
i really love you and i don't want to stop loving you.
syg, i think i got to get my mind straight
and do lots lots lots of praying
which, honestly i'm just starting back after a long long break
i feel revitalize after doing my prayers
syg,
i miss you =)
anyways, u guys wanna know where she went to?
she went to buy a new bag yawl.
jansport.
fuyoo..
i need one too man
hahah XD
but its ok! *bluueekk!*
hahaha
syg, i wan to take u to a movie soon
but u'll have to wait k.
its gonna be a surprise ;)
i may just pop out and say "hey, let's go watch a movie! " +D
hahaha
so be ready yeah! ahahaha
syg, i owe u brownies for last month
haha
*got to make it soon!*
haha yeah.. i miss making them too
hahaha
sooo sygg, msg me when your home k.
i miss you sooo much!
x)))))))

btw i had this feeling due to the massive cleaning of my room
there is alot of space now and i can think broader as well.
haha
*physical thinking is interlinked to mental thinking*
coooll...
hahaa anyways.
gotta siap2
goin out with my family yawl!
hmm watching iron-man.
wonder how it is.
ok!
cool stuff had happen today
get room clean - checked
Ferra's home - no yet
get a good mood - checked
spent time with family - checked
spent time with Ferra - a lot more coming
hehehe
prayers - checked
.....
i think thats all for today!

its only 755 pm now..
so i guess there's more to be done..
and its a sat nigt.. soo.. yeah!
gotta/can do more things! hahhaha

ok chaioz! ;)

( sunday morning)

went to bowling and went out with family.
hmm was ok.
haha played four games
168,177,132,129

hahaha
no constant game at all.

(monday morning)

hahah went late for class
but ca do the prob statement uh hahaha
cool shit
hehehe
hmmm now i waiting for my gf
hahah

hmmm
now got to go bye!
chaioz!

recent edits !

2008-05-08T15:05:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo this is aome of the recent edits that i made
not that nice tho
coz i stopped gor quite some time due to computer wrecked
hahhaa
n now after some recovery
....
...
.

='))

2008-05-05T11:28:00.000+08:00

syg.
we'll try k.

=')

pictures comes with great memories

2008-05-05T09:54:00.000+08:00

irritating people makes peoples lives in misery

2008-05-05T09:11:00.000+08:00

whats up with these people man
......................................................................................................
why do you bother us?
was it something we did?
i mean
we didn't bothered anyone as i know
stop stalking our lives.
if you want to read or interested in our lives
just read and don't anyhow critique.

what do you intend to do in doing all those unnecessary stuff?
you want to bring people down?
for????
tell me what the f***ing for??
i swear upon your whosoever grave
that this will be done back to you!
i wanna become a better person u know
but you made me say all this things.
damn spammers!
got no life!
and in to disturbing peoples lives.
what the F***in' job is that man

*********

I've been cursing instead of praying for the past days
i need my love to bring me back up to the top
but i guess she's having problems which affects me as well
so i guess I'm agreeing to her.
Syg. I'm here whenever u need me aites.
syg
just ignore those spammers aite
they are just there to get your mind off
and we will do whatever is necessary k.
hmm really,
if i were to know who it is,
............
and we got our suspects.

GET ON WITH YOUR OWN LIFE ASSHOLE!
!!!!!

2008-05-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

been "sick" lately
tired.
i mean
really.

i think i really need to go to the doctor
for some checks or what
whether my body is ok from any illness or not.

yeah.. PP's not done yet
gotta rework.
damn.
i think i need to stick to one idea.

and to those spammers,
damn la.
i really tired
so could you give me a break??
i had enough of toleration from everyone
but to my hearts content
now,
i can only tolerate my gf.
so SCRAM YOU F*****!

i don't care who are you
you are my friend
you are my foe
you are someone in RP?
I DON'T CARE!
damn you la
don't disturb me la f***

but i don't think u are an RP student
so F*** OFF!

syg,
forgive me if these bas***** have caused you alot of trouble
humble apologies to u k syg
i really love u no matter what k
no mater when im tired,
or when im asleep,
or even in my dreams,
i will always
always love you
i don't care what other people say
i just need u.
and only u know how much i love you
only u who needs to know.
heheh i dowan to wryte
haha

ps. i love you ferra

with love,
dF

my precious, your precious, our precious =)

2008-04-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

hey yawl.

=)

im waiting for my gf at rp lib.
recently
lifes been down but weve become stronger actually.
i knw ive become.
hahaha

we had sum downs though we learnt alot of things together i guess.
=D
and now, i guess she has become my ultimate strength..

i dun know
but she's like one kind..
i dun know how to explain it but she is like..
she can make me weak and strong at the same time..

when she hold me...
or when she really sincerely hug me...
or when she cry and i cuddled her when shes in deep stress...
i can feel that...
i wan to protect her no matter what so ever.
every possible means that could hurt her,
i wan to b there and be somebody...
but at the same time...
my heart melts like a sparkling swan made from a block of ice
melting every sec when warmth touches it..
but its like every water it dripped,
the swan becomes more concrete and solid...
like my heart that beats for her soul...
i love her so much.
i wish...
well...
i think i already what i gotten...
but now i nd to know how to keep the room filled with light...
and will not blow the candle even if its out =)
cause every string of light would at least brighten up the day
even in the darkest rooms =).

chaioz!

the day we got tired.. and have a lil rest =D))!

2008-04-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

hey yawl
was soooo tired after a day's of work at suntec convention hall the other night
so decided...
shhh
hehehe XD
only we know.
hahah

hmm
so ate breakfast...
nice roti though =D! thanks!
hheehe to u-know-who..
then collect my precious hp at simei
then off to esplanade..
we chill there.
play com. eat. chat. cam-whore. and other suff.
ehehehehe

27/04/08 - work late at Suntec convention hall with beloved

and ytd was a great nyte actually.
got to work with my beloved.
how cool man. and furthermore, were in the same team! haha XD
btw.. or captain seems nice but..."aounty"..and..."okhai"...waaaatt?? haha
and the event was ballroom dancing.
omg man.
hate the girls there.
i dun know why
the girls participants were ok...
but the dres they are wearing just seems so distracting.!
pfft!
oh well
cant blame them
its what they are suppose to wear..
-_-'
anyways..the dance steps..
flawless man! altho i got to c only one full dance,
its nice to see la
soo smooth and stylish uh.. i just find it cool hahah XD

and then we went home at the mrt,
we went our seperate ways. ='((
lucky got yati and farah..
if ntt..
i thik that my hand and hers are glued with the warmth of love
=j
anyways..

happy 9th mthsary to u too darl!
my beloved NURIFA ELFERRA.
you will always be loved by ur very own! heheh XD
love u till ever after
and duuhh~~ more then the universe! heheh

(ps : no pics at the moment so sorry for the inconvinience caused)

i make everyone suffer...

2008-04-23T12:04:00.000+08:00

i really need to have a car accident.

im desperate.

i really wana knw wats it feels like havng a car accident.

whether its much painful then this.

god, have u gave up n me?

i knw i have. so i guess u can take me now. =j
or u hate me too?
and let me live in this world...?
ooooo..
ok...im gonna hell...
thats y u gave me this "Paradise" first.
ok.
thanks.
ur the best.
=j.

2008-04-23T11:10:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey
.............................................
gonna play hide and seek later.

gotta find her.

she needs me!

haha

dinie to e rescue!

haha

ermm nvrmd.
shes gona make fun of me
hahaha
bt sumhow
i am the one who needs her more actually..
hahaa
ok
chaioz!

i love you =j

2008-04-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

I'm soo sorry to have made you something that you're not.
u don't give u to do this, don't give u to do that,...
but im just scared that i'll lose you...
i know u'll love me but... i can't take care of you...
im too protective. i know..but i can't hide it....
i wish to quit my IG n join 'you n me' IG.
...
if there were such things hahaha XD

i really do love you. i wish to tell that to my parents in the future...my achievement...my dream...

my goal...=j
...
...
hmm ok chaioz...btw can't wait to join back dance. heh

wat is wrong with me?

2008-04-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

she my life.

and im risking it..

wat a selfish bustard i am.

sorry(mind e lang).

wat? killing my ownself?

killing me is the same as killing her.

darl, dun say that... i love u the way u are.

syg i just want u to understand that i got my reasons to not have let u do some stuff. its nt that i dun trust u.its jus a real fact that i dun trust the outside people. dats y i wanna gt to know your ur friends so that ill consider them as my friends too.

syg.. i really love you and i know u do too. sygg...pls forgive me. i was being selfish and dumb. i need u to live. ur my source of breathing. sssyg...

ok im goin to bed now. tmr got to wakey early. gd nyte. hopes headaches gone by tmr.

chaioz!

today was plain tired n just FINE..

2008-04-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

today was ok laaaaa...
"ok laaaaaa"...
but overall ok laaaaa...
its not as fun...
not as exciting...
make use some of my energy to do some sports for the week.
did soccer in e morning.
and badminton in e evening.

and i didn't gt to c her today.
yeah she went school.
well got to make some friends in class tomorrow.
anyways. got no idea why she didn't reply my messages.
i think she's watching TV or doing something. oh well...
gotta sleep early today.
tomorrow
gotta go to school.
anyways,... wuuu yeah! she messaged! using Malaysia number.. O.O!.. -_-'.. but wat the heck! heh XD
i think i wanna hear rock songs back uh.. hmm recommendations anyone? hmm
*random*
anyways, tomorrow's module is Object Oriented Programming.. sounds cool eh..
hope the lessons are as nice as it sounds..
btw... i think that i need to act upon my sense of ENTERTAINMENT...
it seems lost.. i mean..i sense that it has gone somewhere...
oh well.. gotta make it happen beybeh!
that's all for today.

p.s. : i don't wish to talk to my sister right now.... -______-'''''....i neeedddd moneyy!!!!! nyaaaa!!!

damn bored!!!

2008-04-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

wat the.

hahah sorry la if i irritate you. ahhaha
but i gt nth to do laa.. so boring..
thn u jus log out sia.
haiyooo...
pissed me even more.. nvrmnd...
hahhaa
lemme entertain myself...
XP!!!!!!!!!!

ytd first day of sch! and now.....

2008-04-08T09:28:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo yesterday was the ferst dayof sch... wast that great.. (i mean in class)
haha
was quite boring tho. hahaha

hmm but lucky theres my darling to accompany me! haha had a blast! one of the most wonderful first day in school i have.

hahah XD hmm pictures are in my gf's blog. and i felt sorry for darl. (at night)

hmmm now i in sch. siting at one corner. hahah good oso la. hmm made some contributions. now break time. cant wait to meet gf latr. hahah lols. anyways yeterday was 'database systems' module. n today is 'IT Security and Management'.. are they cool modules are what! haha don't know about others but i loike it! haha

ok chaioz! later people...

new skin!!

2008-04-04T04:16:00.000+08:00

check out my new skin!! woo hooo!!

i cant believe that im duin this at 4 am in e morn~~!! hahaha~!

urm gona kl soon. 3 days oni...

2008-04-04T03:09:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!

now i tinkis around 3 am in e morn.

hmm i so worried for my syg.

shes very moody tday.

i want to be with her and comfort her..

shes very dear to me..

darl i hope u can hear me sayin.. dat i love you every nyte before i go to bed.

i will always think of u.

syg. gd nyte.

im goin kl tis weekend.

gona spent my time in mlysia for a while.

3 days.

i hoope i can spend it well there.

n i hoe i got money to spend too. nyahaha

gotta buy things.

for me and you-know-who. =JJ

hmm anyways, i miss you alot. cant sleep. hmm hope tmr will be a better day.

for you. n me. hehe

hmm ok chaioz!

take care

went to rp! for reformatting!

2008-04-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

yay at last i reformatted for i think the third time.
hhah yes. 3rd.
hmm i can't believe that my gf is studying at rp now.
hahah
how cool is that.!!!

haha
now and then i can see her.
anyways. ive reformated my com and now its in goody goody condition.
heeee!
hmm n i decided to have a new blog. i dun want uh...kpo kings and queens. haha
anyways. now im tokin to my gf haha
k chaioz!

ps. tis wkend i am going to kl myb im bringing my com so ill shld posting..if im fre. chaioz!
=D